It's one of those occasions where I wonder if I'm ready for a relationship at all.

What happens when you are tired of fighting, unable to hold on to promises you made, the only thing that stops you from walking away is this literal tugging feeling of your heart that says 'you can't let go.' But, is it always right? Does the mind play tricks as well.

You try to weigh everything but it all ends in frustration when you do not get an answer. Maybe, if it ends, both of us can stop being so unhappy. I'm not the best person to be with... the mind... it just haven't been at the right place. It's not fair.

I'm really really tired.