The ultimate

Is it 一厢情愿 at it's finest when I kept and kept some messages for a while, not deleting them no matter how bad things were.

I knew that all along he isn't someone to attach feelings to people, but... Today's a revelation. I've deleted all his messages - those I couldn't when I was sad and hurt, those I couldn't when I thought I was over him. Those I couldn't when he does nice things for me...

There isn't the sense of loss when the messages were deleted - it only took 10 secs. But I think the tinge inside... Will last longer than that.

It's not his fault... I did kind of deserve it for not knowing him any better or expecting it to be fine. But I guess I needed that slap on the face.