Slowly

It was... Amazing.

After weeks of having nightmares every single night, it's as though a veil lifted and the nightmares stopped. At work, the hot angry air inside me slowly eased.

Thank you for showing me:
My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, (James 1:19 NIV)

Thank you for showing me that we are also capable of grace.

I'm slowly coming back to you. Hold my hand, walk with me, don't allow to drift from you. I realised when I do, I'm never happy. Why didn't I realise that before?

Right now, please mould me, buff the rough edges, until I am truly ready to be used by you.