I'm to tell you what I feel and you took it so badly.

Think of it... yeah, you're like to boss who can take a skiving employe, because you do not feel that there is anything wrong, but what if the employee feels that she is skiving and have no time to handle something that you are so passionate about and really wants to get out of it? I don't want to ruin it for you especially since you know that this will never be my priority, not when I am still studying, you can never wait for me to be free either, and you shouldn't.

Just go ahead, you'll be glad one that that I withdrew, I have no value-add to contribute at this point. Sorry for dropping the bomb.