I had 3 nightmares last night... and its all about the same thing- that I saw you holding hands with some beautiful girl that I know I could never become. I hate to dream about it.. cos in dreaming, it makes me think about it when I wake up and in thinking about it... it makes me dream about it at night. I had the same dream on Sat night too, in different situations... but its all the same- that you were with someone else and I saw it and that I wanted to run away, but my feet refused to obey and I stood there not knowing what to do.

Then the dream would end.

Would you call me foolish if you knew?