Goodbye to U- Michelle Branch

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said, (*Chorus)
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right (*Chorus)
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time (*Chorus)
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

I know this isn't exactly the latest song... but it is very meaningful. Love the sentence: it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.

Today was fun, went Upper Serangoon to meet Candy as planned. Baby was having a grooming session inside. =) Its a really cute dog, nice little pink ears. Too bad... baby doesn't seem to like me... kept barking at me, feel quite sad. Could get along with all of my friends' dogs and this is the 1st time a dog dpesn't like me.. wonder what's wrong... maybe its cos I'm wearing black. Hope thats the reason.

Went Harbour Front to get the invitation card frm Candy's cousin for the sale, and proceeded to town. Xaviere met us there. Shopped for a SUPER long time. Saw this pair of Levis that I've been bioing and its at 30%... but too bad it doesn't have my size, feel so sad. Discovered a nice pair pf dirty green cargo pants in Mango, tried that on and its too small (size 6). I could fit in, but it would look good if its more loose. Sad... got a top from topstop, just a common tank top to match all the bottoms.

Was pretty tired, then we all went to PS. Heh... to "have dinner" and most importantly, to bio Mel. (well, at least for xaviere) Had dinner @ MOS. Tried their seafood burger, din really like it. Mel came down to join us. Hee... dunno if she caught Xav and Candy changing seats, hope not.

Pearly kept calling today, and I feel kinda stressed by her. I dun like the way she treats Xav either. Dunno what to say to her... all I know is that I wanted to scream. Felt guilty and yet impatient and hot-tempered at the same time. Dunno what to do. Dun wanna blog abt it anymore... its like a dark cloud looming over.