Showing posts with label God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God. Show all posts

Thursday, July 05, 2018

Back, in many ways

I am not sure why I am blogging again.

So much has happened recently that, I feel I owe it to God to write it down so that when tribulations come, I can look back and remember the grace of God in my life and it will tide me through so I can continue to run the race.

I left ASL with a lot of hurt, sadness and I have never felt so low. I went on trip thinking I could recover. Honestly, I didn't. Not really. I merely passed time. I am now on my 3rd week of work. I can't say that I am living out my passion, I did like it that I am learning at my pace.

And I realised that God knows my pace better than I did - and he showed me.

Time - Work

    • Timing and the strange way in which I got this job - Felicia felt HS prompting her 3 times about a new positioning opening and she didn't know what I was going through.
    • Meeting the boss for an interview and the strange way the interview panned out with me being offered a job though I didn't do well at all - it's like grace, totally undeserving, yet receiving.
    • Having the time to make a decision to leave. 
    • Having the time to come to terms with my decision. 
    • Having the time to grow at my own pace at work.

Time - Lead

      • The first time I was asked to be an LGL was 2-3 years ago when my LGL got married and needed to lead a new zone with his wife - I told him my spiritual walk is in shambles and I can't
      • When the LG needed to move to a new zone when we no longer had the space to use in Holland, Abigail asked if I wanted to be trained



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