It has been three months since I left ate.

I went for an interview today and it turns out that the director knows my previous bosses and I just couldn't stop stumbling after I knew that. I don't know why this is happening, it's as though I just knew I wouldn't get the job if he were to contact the ex-bosses to ask about me. I know it's not like I did anything wrong there - but I felt the worst about myself during my period at ate.

So scared that I couldn't be myself. It's not as though they were nasty, they were just... incredibly different.

I've got to snap out of this. Stop whining, pearl